I'M LISTENING

I can't really describe it accurately but, I have this feeling that fills my chest cavity.  It's the urge to flee, to run as fast as I can right now, don't look back, and don't grab anything, just run. This feeling, it's been here for days, just lingering like the smell of fresh rain, well before the first droplet drops. Last time I felt anything remotely similar was many moons ago when night after night I kept having dreams of my drowning in dark viscous water. During this time in my life, I was engaged to a man who just wasn't right for me and soon after the dreams started I began planning my exit. I wonder what my spirit is trying to tell me now.