Strangely I am rather numb to it all, I guess it's true...
Eventually immunity builds to anything that doesn't kill.
Spent so much time baiting, switching, and making me weep
that one day it just stopped hurting so much
then the next time it hurt a little less
and now I feel nothing at all.
No anger
No love
Just grief for the time and energy wasted.
Now realizing...
... and it will never happen again.